I make a list of things I loved about him. Than I made a list of ways he hurt me. Words don't hurt me anymore.
I used to question absence.
I never understood.
It never made sense to me how easily people left.
Does he ever think back?
I used to try very hard to make him smile.
Cold nights, we never even held hands.
His eyes were always on me though.
When did they leave?
Wonder if he still drinks the same coffee.
Two sugars to go.
Still laugh at the same pathetic jokes?
I always knew how to make him laugh.
Eyes on me.
Watching me watch him.
I need to remind myself that our love wasn't for all seasons.
Winter is over.
Its spring now.
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